Freaky Deaky -- Now the truth comes out

It's funny because I never thought of myself as a romance author yet I'm writing it. Now somehow I have gotten into the market of writing erotic fiction and I am loving the shit. In the last year erotica has become one of the hottest selling books because it give women the fantasy and the orgasms they ain't getting at home! Those stories allows me to live that fantasy and it is so much fun it is amazing. I just finished a full length erotica for Parker Publishing slotted for the Christmas season and have just landed on an anthology with another crazy ass author by the name of Kimberly Kaye Terry. Horny is probably the best way to describe her cause it definitely shows in her writing. But don't hate, participate. We're teaming up along with Lisa Riley to do a sizzling book for 2007. I can't wait. I'm writing this story and loving everything about it because I get to control the man and do everything I would love to have happen to me. I sitting hear laughing my ass off. Drunk as a skunk cause you know I wouldn''t be writing this if I wasn't. I already have two other erotic tales in my head just ready to come out and play. How about a little sucking, licking, you want it. I got it. Many will be appalled while others applaud.

Now what?

I can't believe it, after weeks of stressing over a book that I didn't think I'd ever get down it's finished! I couldn't wait. As soon as I sent it off I said to myself my editor is gonna hate it because I felt like I wasn't writing for me I was once against writing against a deadline. So after not hearing from her for a week I just had to call becaue the suspense was kiling me and guess what, she actually loved it and thinks it's some of my best work. go figure. So I went and treated myself to my favorite restaurant Outback Steakhouse. The next day I received revisions for my september release which I put in the mail today. Hoorah! now I am lying across my bed watching every DVD I've bought in the last three months and haven't had the opportunity to watch. now that I have watched the last movie I find myself wondering what next? it's crazy. my house is a mess. I've neglected my kids for months and yet I am feeling disconnected and totally at a loss as to what to do next. call it crazy. I call it trying to find a way to return to reality after living in fantasy for three months. hopefully I'll get together by friday.