Now what?

I can't believe it, after weeks of stressing over a book that I didn't think I'd ever get down it's finished! I couldn't wait. As soon as I sent it off I said to myself my editor is gonna hate it because I felt like I wasn't writing for me I was once against writing against a deadline. So after not hearing from her for a week I just had to call becaue the suspense was kiling me and guess what, she actually loved it and thinks it's some of my best work. go figure. So I went and treated myself to my favorite restaurant Outback Steakhouse. The next day I received revisions for my september release which I put in the mail today. Hoorah! now I am lying across my bed watching every DVD I've bought in the last three months and haven't had the opportunity to watch. now that I have watched the last movie I find myself wondering what next? it's crazy. my house is a mess. I've neglected my kids for months and yet I am feeling disconnected and totally at a loss as to what to do next. call it crazy. I call it trying to find a way to return to reality after living in fantasy for three months. hopefully I'll get together by friday.